Bobby Brown What A Mess

Full Name: Robert Barisford Brown

Nicknames: Bobby, Brown Bomber, Flash

Birthdate: February 5, 1969

Astro Sign: Aquarius

Birthplace: Roxbury, Mass. Fav.

Foods: All kinds

Fav. Entertainer: Rick James

Other facts: Married to Whitney Houston since July 18, 1992

As a child, Bobby enjoyed hip-hop and rap music and buying clothes. Some people he admired were Grandmaster Flash and Rick James, and he is also a big Elvis fan. Bobby has also always been interested in boxing, and he even got accepted to the Golden Gloves when he was eleven.
But guess what Bobby loves the most is drugs and getting in trouble with the law.

He was at Crobar on Dec 22nd for the Wendy Williams Don's and Diva party and here is:

Getting himself together for a pic (1)

Getting himself together for a pic (2)

Grand Finale

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So obviously I have been quite the party machine. I think its time to slow down. Who would have known that spending 2 years and 8 months in school would make me loose all control after graduation.

I can honestly say I had a good time…no hassles just plain old fun. It left me tired though, I slept all day Sunday L

Next round Adina’s birthday party and then mine in January.

A Prayer for Safety

This is my baby cousin Jason…..only 22.

He recently sent me these pictures of himself...looking very grown up. I think of him constantly because of the madness that is occurring in the Middle East each and every day. I am asking my blog readers to please say a prayer for him and for the thousands of men and women risking their lives.

Psalm 43

"Judge me, O God, and plead my cause against an ungodly nation:
O deliver me from the deceitful and unjust man.
{2} For thou art the God of my strength:
why dost thou cast me off?
why go I mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?

{3} O send out thy light and thy truth:
let them lead me;
let them bring me unto thy holy hill, and to thy tabernacles.

{4} Then will I go unto the altar of God,
unto God my exceeding joy:
yea, upon the harp will I praise thee, O God my God.

{5} Why art thou cast down,
O my soul? and why art thou disquieted within me?
hope in God: for I shall yet praise him,
who is the health of my countenance, and my God."

Thanks Giving Day

Well this year I cannot say that Thanks Giving Day was an eventful one. I spent most of it packing my stuff to hopefully move in a few weeks. Being totally frustrated with the entire thing I decided to attend Neo Fam's Thanks Giving Day 90' party at the Supper Club. Of course it was good but I did not have the desire to 90's style :(

Strands Grand Opening

Today was a very long day for me. My hot behind decided that I was going to hang out at the BLVD with Mayvelyn last night knowing fully well that my cousin needed me to be at her shop by 7Am. The salon she works for had their grand opening today. It’s called "Strands”, an all around beauty salon and spa: hair, make up, manicures, pedicures, massages, eyebrows etc...the normal beauty stuff. You guys should check it out: 2077 Grand Ave, Baldwin NY. Ask for Donna :)

With one hour sleep I managed to be at the show all day getting ready to show off my hair. It’s called the “Curly Mohawk”. A hair show was part of the grand opening.

My cousin - The Hair Stylist

Who Am I?

What makes me weak? My fears
What makes me whole? My God
What keeps me standing? My faith
What makes me compassionate? My selflessness
What makes me honest? My integrity
What sustains my mind? My quest for knowledge
What teaches me all lessons? My mistakes
What lift's my head high? My pride
What if I can't go on? Not an option
What makes me victorious? My courage to climb
What makes me competent? My confidence
What makes me sensual? My insatiable essence
What makes me beautiful? My everything
What makes me a woman? My heart
Who says I need love? I do
What empowers me? My God & Me

Who am I? I AM AN AFRICAN AMERICAN WOMAN!

Its Been Age's

So it’s been ages since I last posted anything on my blog. Shit I had taken quite an interest in adding my thoughts ever so often but now I just read DJ Diva's since I basically don't even have enough to time to sleep. She even showed my ass up by getting a Radio Blog......

well what have I been doing with my self? Organizing my thoughts after I had some throw back with my ex and got caught up a little with what we were doing on the low. I hate to admit it but I think the sex was better after we broke up....lol I think I started falling for him again. I mean I knew it wouldn’t work....well I know neither one of us was ever going to give it 100% again but I guess when you are not over someone...throw back can be dangerous.

I was down and out for a while when I found that this man had a child and never said a word while him I was still together. Shit I was devastated. I loved the dirt that man walked on. He was my world until so many other things made my world fall :(. Anyway I am better now, not thinking about that everyday because we broke up and not even thinking about getting back together. The sad thing is when I think of all the drama I experienced in 5 and half years I can’t figure out why I still love this man. Shit!!!! I know some of yall out there can relate. There is always one person in your live that you are going to be "in stupid" for. I mean you are in stupid when you stay when a man cheats on you all the time. But I was not the first nor am I going to be the last woman on hurt that ever got done dirty by a man. But believe God sees and knows all…..

After all this went down and I spent my time mourning :( but by the graces of God I pulled through it. Now I am chilling, focusing on trying to get my butt in Grad school, settling into a job I like and enjoying life.

I have been trying the dating thing but I seem to meet frogs. The person I would consider settling for moved and I would have to give up my life here in NYC if I really wanted it to work out. Now that is a big adjustment...so for now I am going to chill. I am planning on taking a weekend trip soon though hopefully it will bring some good things.